stop fooling ourselves

Just had one of those moments where you realize a situation has changed.

You put yourself in the next time you will be in that situation; you will be with that person. And there's nothing you can do, because everything is a reminder. But you don't want it to go away because that means it's real. It's changed and you can't fix it.

'I'm sorry' just doesn't cut it.

Eyes bright; full of tears you don't want to cry, because that doesn't do it justice and it doesn't help anything.

It can't be fixed; can't be helped.

There is nothing you can do but try not to let the feeling completely engulf you. Could you crawl out afterward if it did?